Taking my blog in a new direction.
This is my life as a sensitive soul.
I want people to know what it is like to be so sensitive to the world that you don’t function. I want people to know what it is like to be so alone that you have imaginary friends and family. I want people to know what it is like to have an imaginary life that is so dysfunctional that your imaginary you has an imaginary life. I want people to know what it is like to be always frustrated.
Why would you want to read this? Sounds awful. To understand. To build compassion for another. You are curious. I may be different in some aspects like the imaginary friends. But there are so many people that are in a dysfunctional reality. You would be surprised. They don’t fit in. They have work issues. And maybe, just maybe, you can finally understand someone you never understood before. Once you understand what may be going on, you may be able to help them to function.
Read my blog and find out what it is to always be searching. Find out what it is like to be awkward all the time. Find out to always feel lost. Find out what it is to want to go back to the past or live like you did in the past because the present is so difficult to handle. What is it like to have given up almost all hope. What is it like to be in a constant stress and to never really enjoy anything.
Sure I have my good moments. I smile. I laugh. I even feel good about me. But I live my life hurting and wanting more. I long to be like others. I long to have a life. I long to function.