Casino win/lose post 12

I love casinos. I have not gone for some time now. One, I don’t live as close to one as I used to. And two, I lose.

I used to go to this one casino that was 30 minutes away. I used to go there just for the buffet. I would play and then eat. That was something I did once a month. Then they changed the dining “rules” with the “pandemic”. The buffet is still there but it isn’t a buffet so to speak. You tell the servers what you want and they get it for you.

That is not a buffet. I like to get my own food. I get exactly what I want and how much I want. I get it just the way I want it. Plus, you have to be a certain level of player to be able to go and I am not that level. So I can’t eat there anymore even if I want to. Plus, they are not open for lunch and that is what I would want.

The buffet made it worthwhile. After 2020, it seemed harder to win. I used to win and lose fairly evenly. Then I just seemed to lose all the time. I am a poor loser. When I win, it is all good. When I lose, I am miserable.

I know what they say don’t play if you can’t lose. I can lose the money, but I don’t want to. It is not fun. When I am winning, all is good. Other people win I can smile and nod and think to myself, good for you. When I am losing, all is terrible. If someone wins near me, all I think is why didn’t I sit there?

So in summary I like casinos but only when I am winning.